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October 28 赤裸而炽热的色,难戒
十一假期从新加坡飞回香港后,我急匆匆的赶回办公室写以为快过限期的报告。当我在位置上坐定,发现全世界除了我没人care那份报告时,收到Angela一条短信,“刚看完色戒,又重新爱上了梁朝伟”。恍然想起,这部电影正在热烈上映,而我已期待良久,甚至在新加坡,还试探着问奕,“这里有没上演色戒,要不我们一起去看电影去。”我怎么把这给忘了,当下肠子都悔青了,蛮好跟Angela顺道把电影看了才回来。 这一念想,拖了一个月。今天去培训,中午结束后,同事结伴去逛街,我没二话,即使对电影有没下画完全没底,也直说“我要找个地方看电影。” 从《饮食男女》与《喜宴》喜爱上李安。早期他的电影里,热衷于讲述传统与现在,东方与西文的观念与文化的差异及碰撞。隐忍而优美的古典式含蓄,牵扯至戏剧性的激烈迸发,间而闪烁着狡黠的小幽默,都让我着迷。 这个印象中总是笑面迎人,一脸中庸的中年男人,如今越是要发狠,毫无遮掩地香艳起来。《断背山》后紧接《色戒》,禁忌压抑里的爆涌,愈发难戒。 相比较王佳芝和易先生乱世凡嚣中的那么一点点真,正义浩然的旷裕民才是真正地低到尘埃里去了,甚至还带着些可笑。也不管李安是否过于温情,编排易先生以含泪默哀告终。但我还是宁愿这么相信的吧。
October 23 The 3rd class
My primary intention to take IIELTS examination, is to improve my English language skill. After the three courses in The New Oriental, I found what they teach totally shot at the examination itself. Whatever, I still enjoy in it. All targets possess their shorcut ways to achieve. Sharpen your sword before you kill the enemy. It is more than applicable for an examination, also for all problems awaiting to be solved.
关于背单词借鉴一下。 ▲每天花3小时背下3个新的List。
October 16 Frist Course in The New OrientalI haven't been a student for really a long time, so felt a bit excited. I change my bag to backpack, wearing in Jeans and sneak. I manage today's work and try to finish them on schedule, then I can be off duty on time to catch up the course. The teacher made a vivid lesson which showed us some shortcut to prepare for the testing. After the class, I spoke to my friend, I thought language studying is the easiest thing comparing other skill or knowledge studying. It called me memory about the articles written by 三毛, which describe her studying abroad in America. I found some similar delight, and believe I could finish the courses. Looking forward and see what will happen. October 15 The Subject of the Coming 100 DaysFinnally decided to take IELTS testing. Thus from today on, till the testing date, the subject of my life would be IELTS, IELTS, IELTS. After I made this decision, I inspired by myself. I found the spare time is fully filled out when I consider how to prepare for this testing. I take a examination course held by the New Oriental Training School. I sort out my dusty book of New Concept English. My life is fired up by all these. I don't want to waste time on day-dreaming anymore. It's time to move on!!!
October 09 旅行的意义在马来西亚与世隔绝的小岛上,忽然想起陈绮贞的一首歌<旅行的意义>.初时找歌的时候,被歌名强烈吸引.对于把旅行视为一种浪漫,又爱探索人生的人来讲,真是好奇别人会怎样来诠释所谓的意义呢.但听后,未免还是有些许的失望.虽然小调的旋律优美,木吉他的伴奏也甚是悦 耳动听,但也正如小西所说,歌词的释意与我们的想像大相径庭,无法解答我们的疑惑.陈的歌词是借旅行之名来述说对恋情的惆怅与惘然.而我们却在寻求关于意义的真正答案.
于是起了个话题,向Angela发问:你觉得旅行的意义在哪里?
可能我在路上望着车窗外风景时,曾说,世界大同,所有的乡下无非都是这样,满眼的绿,或大片的空地,点缀零星的村舍小屋.这番类似的自言自语可以误导Angela以为我对旅行的厌倦.所以她在回答问题之前,反问我:怎么,觉得这次不好玩吗?
我摇头,只是心中有困惑.想一想,即使风景再不同,那我们不停的到处走,到底是为了什么.
Angela停顿了两秒,说,我还是跟上次在丽江时想的一样.旅行让我脱离开惯有的常态,进入到另一时空,体验另一种生活的可能.
我认真地想了想她的话.点了点头.我在丽江时的说法是,旅行让我记起一些东西,也忘记一些东西.旅行也在帮助着离开原来天地的局限,仿佛可以从身体的外部来反思,以及有可能唤醒心中真正的需求.
这次旅行我什么也没回忆了,注重当下占大部分比例.Angela就笑我,那是因为你这次没什么心事吧.
我不否认.
还是在心里默默地下个决定,以后如遇长假,还是会选择远行.不停地走下去.
旅行会最大限度地重新开启感官的触角,让熟视无睹也变成新奇.
旅行给出大片的时间来浮想联翩.纠结的烦恼又有什么大不了,心里到底真正想要什么呢.
旅行是一种机会去看不同的人生,去拜访,去体验.
旅行有可能还会有奇遇吧,世界这么大,又这么小,碰巧遇上了,投契的陌生人, 谈天说地,又是多么令人愉快.
这些是我的旅行意义. |
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